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falling from the sky

really isn't so scary


Kailey Ann; born at 11:02 pm - 4.30.2010. 7 lbs 14 oz. 19.5 inches.

My baby girl. You are my everything, my rock, my world & my reason to live. Even though I didn't keep you, I love you more than anything else in this whole world. Your father & I wanted you to have the best life you could possibly have & we realized that we couldn't do that for you. The family that we chose for you are the best people I've ever met & I know that they will love unconditionally & give you everything you need & deserve. There is not a second I am not thinking of you & how you're doing. I stay up at night looking at all the beautiful pictures I have of you. I know what I did was right & I don't regret it. I know one day I'll see you again & I can't wait for that day. I know you'll grow up to be beautiful & successful. No matter what I will always be your mother. Not the one that raised you, but the one that gave you life & took care of you before you came into this world. The one that carried you for 10 months, & felt your kick late at night. I'm always going to love you & you'll forever be in my heart & on my mind.<

kari lynn gottschalk│eighteen│single│mommy│daydreamer

My name is Kari Lynn. I'm complicated. I've gone through a lot in these past months, more than what most of you could even fathom. It's made me stronger & I don't regret any of it. I'm going to turn my life around & get my shit together. One day I'm going to move to Washington & I'm going to live with my best friend, Unique. I had a beautiful baby girl, Kailey Ann, on April 30th, but I put her up for adoption & gave her to the most beautiful & most wonderful people I've ever had the pleasure to meet. i don't regret it & i don't wish to take it back.

fandom :
{Music} Olivia Lufkin, Youjeen, MarBell, Dir en Grey, Mika Nakashima, Girugamesh, the GazettE, LM.C, Miyavi, Maximum The Hormone, Panic Channel, Sadie, UnsRaw, SCREW, Utada Hikaru, Vidoll, +nobodyknows, Abingdon Boys School, Ayabie, Danger Gang, exsit trace, HIGH and MIGHTY COLOUR, Kanon Wakeshima, Ketchup Mania, Hollywood Undead, One Republic, Amy Whinehouse, Porecelian and the Tramps, Fiona Apple, Zero 7, The White Stripes, The Vines, The Mamas & The Papas, Silver Chair, Sigur Ros, Sia, Self, Scissor Sisters, Sarah Fimm, Radiohead, Counting Crows, Magrot & the Nuclear So and So's, Lovers, Linkin Park, Elliot Smith, Rise Against, Queen Adreena, Cat Power, Bon Iver, Azure Ray, Aimee Mann, The Beatles, Imogen Heap, and some other stuff.

{Manga} Bleach, Naruto, Lovely Complex, Kuroshitsuji, Ai Hime, Akuma no Love Song, NANA, Loveless, Sand Cronicals, Desire Climax. I'll read just about anything.

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